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Why is it that we don't realize how much somebody really means to us until they're gone? It hurts to lose a grandpa that was utterly amazing, indescribable...but to lose another person same way. It's sad because I never really took the time to get to know him better. I spent time being mad at him because he was with my grandma, i don't know why i felt like he tore the family apart...my grandpa left my grandma, so why would i be angry at Marty? He always took care of my grandma and was there for every occasion. What hurts the most, is seeing my grandma and those around me in so much pain. I can't stand to see my grandma cry...she is such an amazingly strong woman, and to see her cry..well, there are no words to describe it.

This was really unexpected, at least by me, of course, isn't life full of twists and turns anyway? I guess I just felt like he was always just gonna be there.

My life has been crazy lately. With 8-10 hours of school a day (6-7 days a week), dance, work (which i need more hours of), basketball, and any life that i have in between all of that. It really doesn't sound like that much, but it's crazy. Breathe, brit, breathe....  

I really need MORE HOURS at work...altho, i'm not quite sure how long i can take working in the fitness room. It's boring and i'm already sick of all the steriod infested males. We shall see, i guess.

Well, i'm out to go get a shower, after their done makeing funeral arrangements they're either coming to our house or just across the street at my grandma's.

Good morning all...

*sigh* Next week (from the 31st-5th) my Mom, g-ma, and I are heading to St.Louis for the week to stay with Kayla while my aunt and uncle go to Vegas. I want to see Kayla, but there is so many things that are going on that week (school pic's, scheduled to work, b-ball practice, dance, p.e., some thingy my mom wanted me to go to...). I'm not looking forward to travelling with the dogs....6hrs. in the back with 'em...i've done it before, I can do it again!!  I would much rather stay here and take care of 'em...BUT I don't have a choice in the matter....

I can't wait until Tuesday (I succeded in getting myself grounded again...just a mis-communication between the 'rents and mwah). So all week i've been phoneless and carless,  i'm so pitiful....lol

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Currently Listening Miracle By Cascada see related

It's official...i'm bored!! Mr.Z just called and said that dance has been cancelled due to my teacher's "bodily issues". Actually, I heard she's pregnant...i'm happy for her, BUT we all paid for this dance class and idk how she's gonna keep teaching it. Even last week she didn't do most of the stuff she usually does and let us do some of the routines on our own. It's all good, i'm not worried about it. Although, i will admit that i was kinda excited when she mentioned maybe going to a competition at the end of the year....

For the most part, my day has been pretty slow. I got up around 11, had breakfast, then Ryan called and we talked for a bit, goofed around on the compy, helped my mom outside, called Mandy, and here I am. I guess i'll just go to SLC early to hang with her  

I cannot wait for Thursday!! Woohoo....lol

Oh yes, last night Mike and i painted his rims (technically, wheels), green....really green. The funny thing is that we only had enough paint and time to do two...ha, talk about ghetto. So half the car has black and the other half is lime green.

**bRiTtAnY**

Currently Listening Point of No Return By Shareefa Need a Boss ft. Ludacris see related

I'M BACK!!

Woo...WHAT A SUMMER!!! Well, let's see....what has happened since my birthday.

I quit working at Noodles () and got a job at the Huber Ymca working in the nursery. No, it's not that bad. All you people keep asking me how annoyed I must get, but I really don't.

My Dad got quit working at Delphi and is now a trucker. "On the road again"

I'm taking hip-hop at D.A. and b-ball should be starting up soon..

Uhh....ha, honestly, that's all that really happened to me, in a nutshell.

Oh yes, people, I will DEFINATLY be seeing ya'll at the P.E. again!! yesss, i've really missed going....alot!!

Yesterday was probably one of the best days of ...well, of the past three years. Nate and I hung out last night, the usual exciting stuff: Wally world, popped over to Noodles to see who was working, and went to Timmy Ho's to see Elyse (i luv ya woman, and i'm so sry that it didn't work out for us all to hang out last night ...now we'll just have to do it again!!). I know you all are thinking "OOO...you in BIG trouble brittany!!"...ha, NO!! My parents knew about the whole thing, so just CHILL. My 'rents have come to the conclusion that i'm close enough to 18 and that I can make my own decisions....so ya'll don't have to worry.

PeAcE